what a week. i hope i just left this week behind and not bringing it forward to August.

i bump my car due to negligence. first time such thing had happened. luckily, it was not a major damage, a couple of scratches and displacement of the bumper.

life is unfair. life is unfair because of decisions. i don't make good decisions. my decisions are always half half. causing more damage than good. firm decisions are most likely to be wrong decisions, sometimes i feel that im a victim. a victim of my own.........

im not doing what i should be doing. im not saying the right things. im not putting much thought in whatever i do. i fall victim to other people's comments who take me as someone who will play a good guy.

isnt it sometimes better not to care so much what's surrounding you? all you get is "hiyah, he doesn't care one lah' and people might just take some attention into what you are doing.

i'm putting off too many things. im putting too many people in front of myself. i have not taken a lot of effort. haven been providing the answers. im not feeling the best. can anyone make it better. no, the answer is, i have to make it better myself. how? you might start asking someone the question.