did not really have a good friday today. or rather this week in general.

when there are no projects, we are worried, we kinda of slack off and hope things can become better. where there are projects, we don't give our full, wants the best and hope things can solve by itself. No. it doesn't. All it takes is effort and time.

Where can we find the effort. From people who can pressure us? From self-motivation? or from somewhere in the air?

i understand 2 things since i came into the working force
- needs a new challenge
- resistant in change, afraid of bad outcomes