it feels shit being laugh by others.

being make fun of. I've still learnt how to retaliate.

I want to. I want to, to protect my loved ones.

I havent, didnt and couldnt.

why? I should just pluck up the courage and throw some swear words at them and leave.

instead. I stood there, like a block. doing nothing and humiliated.

bad feeling. very bad indeed. dent in confidence.

darn.