it feels shit being laugh by others.

being make fun of. I've still learnt how to retaliate.

I want to. I want to, to protect my loved ones.

I havent, didnt and couldnt.

why? I should just pluck up the courage and throw some swear words at them and leave.

instead. I stood there, like a block. doing nothing and humiliated.

bad feeling. very bad indeed. dent in confidence.

darn.

7 down 1 to go

how time flies.

did 3 presentations.

1 table topics master

1 as evaluator.

8 weeks just flew past.

didnt do as good today, because of the dry topic I came up with.

Life as a Traffic Engineer. Apart from the slides that were created by Denise, yet again. I did not do a good job. Too relax I suppose, know this is my last presentation.

will do another evaluation next week. and will get the certification for going through the toastmasters course.

did well with table-topics.

but i was not paying much attention to the other speakers. bad thing. disrespectful.

anyway. alls good. and looking forward to redeem myself as a evaluator next week.

and also, lets put these 8 weeks into use when I do the best man's speech next Sunday to 400 relatives, friends and guests.

good luck

Touch Footy

came up against a team named Un-Phit.

how wrong we are, they are a bunch of fit young guns.

once again, due to the lack of participation from the Cardno Crushers, we got crushed again.

8-3 this time. I won't deny that with a few more substitutions, we'll do much better.

Good thing about today that we scored the first try of the match.

Gave my all today, was nearly out of breath today.

Anyway, still have not found the way to break the defence up.

Still a forward. Get the ball and go forward. I want to play with creativity.

Until next match...

PS: looking forward to my Singapore/Phuket trip next Friday!

this this this & this.

you you you & you.

why? why? why? why?

Touch Rugby Game 5

went for touch rugby yesterday and played in rain. which contributed to my cold today.

Denise went along as well given her off day. Sushi @ Makoto was goodies!

as usual, we don't have enough subs for the game. only 7 of us turned up.

Good thing for myself. I'm running harder and feel my match fitness is pretty good.

Bad thing again, couldnt read the game and let him quite a number of tries. but we were playing pretty open and allow a lot of gaps for the opponents to run in.

Got a chance to score at the end of the game. dummy half got the ball into the try area. he just needs to pass the ball to someone as dummy half aren't allow to score as part of the rule. I was the nearest, but somehow, I was stuck in the ground after making a 75 metre sprint defending just 30 seconds ago.

Overall, I improved in fitness, stamina wise, but not able to balance reading the game and catching my breath. Until the next game.. =)

Good to be playing competitive sport again.

Black Eyed Peas

went to their concert last Saturday. wasnt disappointed at all. and it kinda of exceeded expectations. First of all, Fergie did well with her high pitch but at times, she's still pretty average. She still looks pretty good and special mention to her for flexing her lady lumps at the end of the song "my humps".

Had quite a good impression of Taboo. I feel that he's being accepted by the group now and they are performing as a band made of good friends rather than individuals. Can feel that they are not trying to steal the limelight from each other, but just to have fun.

APL was cool with his dancing and his occasional rap. Impressed with him when he came out solo as part of the performance and did well.

But the best would still have to be -------

Will.I.Am. - He's quite a legend in his own class. He showed off his skills in a variety of instruments, rap solo, spread the love and DJed, which was one of the highlights of the concert.
I enjoyed myself even more because the sang songs from previous albums which I'm familiar with. I expected the concert to be more songs from the latest The E.N.D album but nahz. there was a good mixture.

Overall, it was well worth the money. and they are still rank as one of my favourite bands.